Losing a parent sucks. Originally Created June 11th 2020
I understand the dark cloud
I too feel it, on occasion
After a while it comforts me
Like I am home, somehow connected to you
I understand the pain
I too feel it, on occasion
When I am not chosen
It brings me back to how I made you hurt
I understand the anxiety
I too feel it, on occasion
My mind races and heart pounds
I try to imagine what you would tell me
I understand your heartache
I too feel it, on occasion
Burning in my chest
Feeling angry and betrayed and unworthy
I recall my childhood
Seeing you as weak
I lacked the empathy
Now you are gone
And even though it's too late
To hash out our demons
In this moment we are the same
I no longer fight our oneness
Here I am conquering the fears
Channeling your strength
For us both
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